DO YOU REALLY KNOW ME BETTER???

I know myself better than those who i called as friends...

my family knows me better than myself...

but one think I feel very offences is about...

people who likes to judge me and jump into a conclusion...

for me,

I just IGNORE them

I mean just, WTF??!!

do I sound like I care??

there's only a few person that knows me better..

better than other friends...

but I didn't aspect them to understand me...

for me,as long as i can get along wif them..

MUCH BETTER...

WHAT I REALLY HATES IS..

those who like to shout out to humiliating me in front of others..

I have A LOTS FRIENDS LIKE THAT!!!

and I can see that they feel PROUD to act like that

instead of facing with me

but,,

I know myself better

if I was in that condition

I just shut up

wasting my time giving my SATAN words to them

but it's ok...

I'm not have any hard feelings on these person

I just to write bout it b'coz of this is the way for me..

a way for me to let this uneasy feelings get off

from me

I'm wrote in English b'coz i

i'm pissed off!!

thats y i'm speaking

huh!

please la..

don't act like u know me better

while u r not!

if u think that u r smart

remember there is a person smarter than u

so..don't act like u r too smart

and never ever think that

u r good enough than me

me myself never think bout that

GROWN UP!

JaUh

JAUH...

tu la yg aq rase skunk...

dgn si dia...

story dia cm ni~

last nite he is telling me that he will be at PULAU TIOMAN 4 practical..

after raye dy akn start practical...

hal kecik je...

but aq rase satu prasaan...

prasaan yg penah aq rase dulu~

n aq xnk rase lg...

tapi tu lah~

aq da terasa nk buat cm ne kan??

hahaah~

aq sedih senanye....

jauh di lubuk hati ni...aq sgt sedih..

even dy practical je kat sane..

just for 4 months...

tp dy kate kat sane low signals...

what kind of 'signals'??

i didn't mean that way...

but....b'coz of my past experience..

my really bad exp...

PULAU...

God i hate that word!!!

aq br dgr je dy ckp pulau..

blom g lg..

da aq rase sgt jauh...

n aq sgt serik dgn alasan no signal line at all....

tp ape hak aq kan...

redha je laa~

tp mmg aq sedih dgn prasaan JAUH tu~

da la nk jmp mggu ni pon dy xnk~

t raye da xleh jmp...

mcm aq plak yg b'iye2....

SUDAH la....

just one day i hope that~

i wanna get married wif sumone who really can took care of me..

sumone yg sgt3 PRIHATIN~

coz aq sgt suke dgn laki yg sgt PRIHATIN...

now..

aq just nk lupekan ape yg aq rase...

thats y aq mls nk text dy...

aq tido je 1 ari ni~

da la aq skt pale...

hmmmm...

sedih sgt...

sesungguhnya...

JAUH BUKAN JARAK YG DEKAT...

apetah lg if kite rase jauh di hati...

if i wanna write bout my bad experience...

i'm afraid that i....

hmmm...just wanna 4got that S.O.B..

(son of bitch)

LUPEKAN JE LAH~

lg pon aq da start buku baru...

i should be happy from now on...