TaKdiR & KeTeNTuAn NYA..sApE yG TaW kAn??

hmm....
dulu penah ko ckp, xkisah pon..
ko suh aq keje kl.
aq was2.
tp aq penah ckp, nti aq pk kan.
ko suke, ko epy, aq bahagia
smlm, sis aq kate
"dik ko keje jb je taw, t senang nk bwk akak g hosp, le jln2 jgk dgn adik.ko taw la ayh ko tuh cm ne.ssh bwk jln"
"haha~ok kak.boleh"
mlm td trs aq tny ko blk, nk x keje jb?
jb pon ade hotel bgs2.
"i pon nk jgk jg fmly i. xkn i nk ikut u? so skrg ni i la yg kene ikut u? laki ikut P??"
sinis btl ayt ko mase tu kan.
xpe la.suke ati ko la ijat.
xsalah utk ko jg fmly ko.
tp if nk bandingkan fmly ko dgn fmly aq, sape lebih perlukan sape ijat?
ko atleast ade along yg sempurna sifat,sihat. da le keje. le jgk jg fmly b4 dy kawen
n dy ALONG. ko tuh. ank JANTAN TUNGGAL jew.bukan ALONG pon.ko pon ade adik.
sihat.le jgk tlg2 tgk org tua.
aq?? ade sape??
fmly aq ni just ade aq.
JUST ADE AQ SAHAJA
COULD ANYONE UNDERSTAND THAT??
SUME LAKI YG AQ KNL CKP PHM,CKP XPE, IF ANYTHING HAPPEN UR SIS WILL STAY WITH US. I DON'T MIND.

but at the end ape yg jd??
br tny psl tmpt keje je pon.
jwpn ko da selfish
xpe la
aq redho.
da bese pon senanye.
aq xharap pon pd laki or bhse kasar nye jantan
xpe..
maybe aq lom jumpe yg btol2 punye betol lg...
tawakal..
usaha..
tu je yg aq mampu disamping berdoa..
ape yg aq utamakan..
keadaan fmly aq ni ha..
lg penting..
len la aq plak yg jd ank yatim kan.
dulu mak aq ckp suh cr ank yatim piatu..
skrg aq da nmpk ape mksd mak aq..
sorry mak.
br skrg adik phm
tp mane nk cari ank yatim ye mak?
ssh
ask jumpe yg ade mak bpk jew
nk bt cm ne kan mak?
hmm
utk aq n ijat..
aq akn redho mcm mane yg ko kate ko redho tuh..
we'll wait n see
aq da bt cm2 tuk ko kan
nk jmp je aq je yg dtg
nk duit pon aq bg je pnjm
bkn aq nk berkire
tp bile ko kate family 1st,
np ssh xcr fmly ko yg 1ST tu?
nsb la aq ni xlebih2 kan ko sgt
coz aq tunjuk tol2 fmly 1ST aq nih.
maybe silap aq just jmp ko senyap2
ko n fmly mtk wit kat aq
aq bg.
alhamdulillah.aq adil
tp ko?
haha~aq xtaw la.
fmly 1st kan??
ko xde tpup jgn hrp aq nk bg lg
bia la lost contact
i dun mind anymore
sbb ko da tunjuk kan yg hgbn kite ni tak kemane
xpe..aq xsalah kan ko..
if ade jodoh ade la
tp nk berpegang pd kate2 tu, if kite xberusaha xgune kan?
aq da berusaha ape yg mampu
now its ur tym.
aq mmg xle nk keje dkt dgn ko.
if ko nk dkt dgn aq ko leh je.tp ko xnk.
where's ur effort dear??

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