Friday, August 13, 2010

DO YOU REALLY KNOW ME BETTER???

I know myself better than those who i called as friends...
my family knows me better than myself...
but one think I feel very offences is about...
people who likes to judge me and jump into a conclusion...
for me,
I just IGNORE them
I mean just, WTF??!!
do I sound like I care??
there's only a few person that knows me better..
better than other friends...
but I didn't aspect them to understand me...
for me,as long as i can get along wif them..
MUCH BETTER...

WHAT I REALLY HATES IS..
those who like to shout out to humiliating me in front of others..
I have A LOTS FRIENDS LIKE THAT!!!
and I can see that they feel PROUD to act like that
instead of facing with me
but,,
I know myself better
if I was in that condition
I just shut up
wasting my time giving my SATAN words to them
but it's ok...
I'm not have any hard feelings on these person
I just to write bout it b'coz of this is the way for me..
a way for me to let this uneasy feelings get off
from me

I'm wrote in English b'coz i
i'm pissed off!!
thats y i'm speaking
huh!
please la..
don't act like u know me better
while u r not!

if u think that u r smart
remember there is a person smarter than u
so..don't act like u r too smart
and never ever think that
u r good enough than me
me myself never think bout that
GROWN UP!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

JaUh

JAUH...
tu la yg aq rase skunk...
dgn si dia...
story dia cm ni~
last nite he is telling me that he will be at PULAU TIOMAN 4 practical..
after raye dy akn start practical...
hal kecik je...
but aq rase satu prasaan...
prasaan yg penah aq rase dulu~
n aq xnk rase lg...

tapi tu lah~
aq da terasa nk buat cm ne kan??
hahaah~

aq sedih senanye....
jauh di lubuk hati ni...aq sgt sedih..
even dy practical je kat sane..
just for 4 months...
tp dy kate kat sane low signals...
what kind of 'signals'??
i didn't mean that way...
but....b'coz of my past experience..
my really bad exp...
PULAU...
God i hate that word!!!
aq br dgr je dy ckp pulau..
blom g lg..
da aq rase sgt jauh...
n aq sgt serik dgn alasan no signal line at all....

tp ape hak aq kan...
redha je laa~
tp mmg aq sedih dgn prasaan JAUH tu~

da la nk jmp mggu ni pon dy xnk~
t raye da xleh jmp...
mcm aq plak yg b'iye2....
SUDAH la....
just one day i hope that~
i wanna get married wif sumone who really can took care of me..
sumone yg sgt3 PRIHATIN~
coz aq sgt suke dgn laki yg sgt PRIHATIN...

now..
aq just nk lupekan ape yg aq rase...
thats y aq mls nk text dy...
aq tido je 1 ari ni~
da la aq skt pale...
hmmmm...
sedih sgt...
sesungguhnya...
JAUH BUKAN JARAK YG DEKAT...
apetah lg if kite rase jauh di hati...

if i wanna write bout my bad experience...
i'm afraid that i....
hmmm...just wanna 4got that S.O.B..
(son of bitch)
LUPEKAN JE LAH~
lg pon aq da start buku baru...
i should be happy from now on...